Lately .. I have been extremely distressed with the whole process of admissions and the new life waiting for me in the near future .. !! I did not feel ready for this new life until today morning. !! And I decided to let go of the stress and build on the foundation of hope and faith that the path I chose might not lead me exactly in an exquisite living but there will be somewhere a satisfaction of working to the best of my ability and capability !!
There was nothing that inspired me !! And then I read this quote that completely rebuilt me !!
"I have thrown my "hat" in and given it my best shot and have just as good a chance as any -- but the outcome is still up in the air.I am ready to accept what lands, sticks, misses, or hits the fan. "When it rains, it pours.""
This is my call !! I have chosen this path and am going to relish every bit of this struggle !! Nothing and no situation can bring me down !! There will be times when I would want to quit but ALWAYS REMEMBER : THERE IS LIGHT EVEN AT THE END OF THE DARKEST TUNNEL !! and nothing ..nothing at all is constant . CHANGE IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS CONSTANT !!
When my soul is deprived of inspiration I hope to find my lost inspiration in me itself !! The belief in self and faith in God are the 2 things that I need to make through the lost times in my life !! I am ready for the worst and hoping for the best !! :)
"Do not always pose and be a bore: this is a maxim for gallant bearing. You may yield a touch of dignity to gain the general good-will: you may now and then go where most go, yet not beyond the bounds of decorum." - Balthasar Gracian's "The Art of Worldly Wisdom"
Let me work ..and struggle till it is finally the time to bask in the eternal glory of remembrance and peace. Till then let me work ..and let me struggle !! And let me work for the better so that the inspiring soul never dies and keeps on feasting on the strength of faith , hope and character !! :)
-Saburi Pandit
